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chatter of the
squirrel
-last chemistry
lecture of the semester (working title)-
Yeah. I saw this book in the bookstore about how
to be like Da Vanci, so I
looked at it. And it was talking about
his journals and shit, so I started making my own journal.
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i was just thinking that i
should kill myself because im not as smart as leonardo da vanci. i
mean fuck, im not even close. that
dude was smart. i wish,
above all else that i was brilliant. i
hate being smart enough to realize that im not
brilliant. christ, whats wrong with me? there are
so many things i hate about myself. i wish i
was da vinci. im such bullshit that wont
amount to anything. maybe charles
bukowski is right (maybe?) i
should write some more then go have something tragic happen to me, like
getting killed in alaska by a swarm of mosquitos. cain
and able. such an attraction. sunny
day. demian. now almost out of the be the affiation
with east of eden (supposedly cain
and able). maybe andy is
plotting to kill me and become a vampire. that
would be some shit. i
want my life to be poetry.
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